Summertime is here

And it's raining.

Can anyone say Global Warming?

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Blogging is hard. Or, at least, what i imagine what blogging is supposed to be like is hard.

:: I don't have the liberty to use the computer whenever i want (for electric bill purposes)
:: I don't have a decent camera in which i can take snapshots to put in here (hell, i don't even have a camera i can call my own), 'cause that's what i believe a good blog should contain: nice pics. don't know why, i just think it should.
:: I don't have enough exciting and noteworthy experiences i can jot down - or if ever i do, i will be attacked by laziness and end up not writing it.
:: Most of all, no one in my circle even knows i have this blog save for one friend. Therefore my audience is limited to the persons who log in Blogspot and click the Next Blog button. And on the off-chance you, the audience, actually drop by this blog, you couldn't care less anyway since it's just another blog, generic, common, uninteresting. What use is a writer who doesn't have an audience? All writers write for themselves, true, but they also write for other people.

So why am i still struggling and writing here?

I don't really know. I guess i like the feeling that i can write things in here that i can't in my other blog in my Multiply account. In here, i can write in English. I don't even understand why i find it hard to blog in English in my other blog. Just another one of my eccentricities, i guess? Sigh, i know i'm weird, but what the hell. To each his own and all that crap, right?

I'm blabbing to myself but under the impression that people will read this. Do i really lack attention? Hope not.

I think this is partly because blogging is easier than writing longhand in a journal. I have my own journal, yes, but only on rare occasions do i find myself jotting scattered thoughts here and there, with drawings and quotes and the rest of the package included. Typing is easier than writing. But i like writing. BUT i can be too lazy sometimes. BUT sometimes the novelty of writing is just so hard to resist. BUT it's just that i lack the initiative to write on a daily basis.

But BUt BUT.

My inconsistencies need some work. It'll all backfire against me in the long run if i don't do anything about it.

If only scientists can invent a cure for laziness.

Yeah, right.