As Old As Man

Problems have always been there ever since our ancestors walked on this earth, and damn, though i would want to rid them of my life for eternity, i know full well that they never will, since after i finish finding a solution to a particular problem, boom! another one comes and infiltrates my short moment of triumph.

I have always wanted to think of myself as an optimistic person, yet i have come to terms with myself: i just am not. Giving all sorts of advices to my friends, such as 'You can do it!!!' or 'Don't let that get you down!' is what i frequently do, thinking - falsely - that my simple words of wisdom will erase whatever burdens they are carrying. However, when it's my turn to fall prey to problems, i pay my friends's help no heed, thinking that what they say can't help me anyway. Talk about hypocrisy. :|

I am currently facing two major problems right now, but i won't give away both of them, just one. Secretive? Yeah. Haha. I really want to shift courses right now. The one i'm in, English, is a good course and all, but i want to study Journalism. I want to be a photojournalist when i graduate (to be a writer slash photojournalist on National Geographic is my DREAM JOB, but that's a different story). I just hope that i will be able to shift to Journ this year. Am gonna face lots of applicants, i think, but i pray that i'll be able to make it.

Sigh.

I know problems are supposed to strengthen our resolve, make us better persons, and blah blah blah. But it's just hard to find solutions to them, you know?

Duh, you would think. Yet i just wish i can just solve my two major impediments. Agh.

Shit. I have to study for my German exam. Problem? Not really. :|

Tschüss to whoever's reading. Gutten nacht!